- Indeed, what we did not do is a great regret than what we did - 

Technology makes us as much

- LIARS -

as it does

- TRUTH SPEAKERS -

I WISH I WAS BETTER.

Loneliness

is not quashed by the presence of many people.

Rather

it is with the quiet satisfaction with who you are

when you are alone.

When will I achieve this?

I feel I've built barricades against so many, 

with plans to harm me

not to prosper me.

RIP Mr Yong

It's times like these that make you reflect back on what was and how it could have been. A little more kindness. A little more attentiveness. A little more hard work.

You questions whether that would have made a difference to him. To know that each of his students appreciated him at that point in time, instead of just now when its "too late".

I know, for myself, I wasn't my best in his class. Secretly grumbling under my breath sometimes. Although also secretly I wanted to do better in his class. For myself and to prove to him that I was capable.

It wasn't often he smiled but when he did it felt like it was something well earned. His strict demeanor and honest evaluation of individual classes was refreshing in that he took the time to grow us according to our pace (somewhat (: )

For his sacrifice, I will try to always remind myself to be kind to my current and future teachers because I never know what tomorrow will bring and I don't want to regret not appreciating them.

I appreciate you Mr Yong. I will miss you.

what I would do to eat and not feel sick afterwards right now :(

N.ext Time

I haven't laughed that hard in quite some time. It felt good for a change. Hopefully being around these people again will do me good. Clear up this fog thats preventing coherent, mature thoughts from being produced within my mind. Hope and pray I will be in better -everything- at the end of this incredible experience.

BUT...

It's innominate at this point. I'll have to "wait and see" before a verdict is made :P

Ahh law. Getting under my skin now..