For the promise of tomorrow brings about hope.

Breathe Again - Sara Barellies

Car is parked, bags are packed, but what kind of heart doesn't look back

At the comfortable glow from the porch, the one I will still call yours?

All those words came undone and now I'm not the only one

Facing the ghosts that decide if the fire inside still burns

All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe

Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something

Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again

I'll breathe again

Open up next to you and my secrets become your truth

And the distance between that was sheltering me comes in full view

Hang my head, break my heart built from all I have torn apart

And my burden to bear is a love I can't carry anymore

All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe

Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something

Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again

It hurts to be here

I only wanted love from you

It hurts to be here

What am I gonna do?

All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe

Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching

All I have, all I need, he's the air I would kill to breathe

Holds my love in his hands, still I'm searching for something

Out of breath, I am left hoping someday I'll breathe again

I'll breathe again

a page of life

A few words and a song to sum up how I've been feeling lately about a matter that cuts close to the heart:

I'm not sure why but of late, my head's been filled with memories of the past; memories of him.

It's pretty frustrating because I'm happy for him for moving on.

But I do miss him, miss what we had. A lot.

Then I kick myself in the head for how subconsciously uncommitted I was to the relationship.

SO stupid to allow the past to greatly affect the future,

with such potential for happiness.

Basically, I have commitment and trust issues.

And what I need to do about it:

Pages of Life - Tyler Ward

Now this is over

Over between what you've wanted to be

Nothing can change now I'm ready to breathe

Time to Fly
Mark this one down in the pages of life
Say goodbye
Further and further away from the night