Having so much time to myself definitely makes me think alot. About whatever. Lately, it's been about my behavior around different people.
I've realized that as a safety mechanism, I act all nice and innocent. In truth, I think I'm pretty mean and sarcastic. Sometimes I really could care less about the people around me and what they are going though. Honestly. But the "nice" me, just has to care and must come up with sweet supportive things to say. Thinking it over, I don't even know whether I mean any of it.
Geeeeez.
I think alot. Too much.
