Oh Katie..

[Sonnet '15]

Shall I compare thee to a chocolate kake?

Thou art more delicious and more tempting.

Extra kake does cause an extra pound or two in July,

And birthday's lease hath all too short the day:

Sometime too rich the topping of a moments happiness,

And often is her true flavours untasted;

And ever bite from bite sometimes too much,

By chance, or indigestion's discourse, untrimm'd;

But thy eternal chocolate kake shall never end

Nor lose taste of the flavours thou ow'st

Nor shall Decomposition brag thou wand'rest in his shade

When in eternal layers to time thou mature'st.

So long as ladies can eat, or noses can smell,

So long blogs this, and this gives flavour to thee.

Dearest Kate,

Happy 15th Birthday!!!

Another year of your life has passed and we're still close as ever, girl. Isnt it funny how it felt just like yesterday you and I were shaking our booties in dypers. But at this moment, I wanna take ther opportunity to say I love you for the things you and I have been through together over the years. Your sense of humour is truely one of a kind!! Never fails to make me laugh. I gotta say, your level of maturity is way beyond that of your peers. And that is gonna take you far in this world cause your also one heck of a smart girl.

I hope you'll continue to grow in your walk with God cause I know you're bound for greatness. I can see it now: Kate Ng, a History Maker. You've got a few more years to go til you completely become the blossoming woman you're ment to be. By then I'll be getting old :P So make me proud girl!! Oh yes, find love in the places you know you're bound to be it; like from me!! Lameness hahaha.... sorry, the late hour is getting to me.

I'll sign off here. Hope you enjoyed this post. Especially for my beloved, dearest cousin! One more thing, sorry if I ever did anything to you that hurt you or made you feel like "ggrrrr!!!". I didnt mean to do it at the time. The anger (or whatever other emotion i was feeling at the time) over took me. You know I really love ya!!!!

P/S: For your information, this is a remix of the famous Sonnet 18 by William Shakespeare. I renamed it in comjunction with your 15th birthday.

With love,

Marcia <3

I carry your heart with me..

I carry you heart with me

I carry it in my heart.

Anywhere I go, you go my dear

And whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling

I have no fate for you are my fate, my sweet

I want no world for beautiful you are my world, my true

And it's you are whatever a moon has always meant

And whatever a sun will always sing is you.

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows

Here is the root of the root

And the bub of the bub

And the sky of the sky of the tree called life

Which grows higher than the soul can hope or the mind can hide

And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart.

I carry your heart

I carry it in my heart.

-E.E. Cummings

My world

Have you ever woken up one day and thought :
"Man, Im really lucky to have the people i have in my life."

Well, i just had one of those morning. I mean, how often do we all appreciate the people who helped make us who we really are. For all the times they've listened to your meaningless ranting and complaints.. For the times they were the shoulders you cried on when you were feeling lower than the deepest ocean. But best of all, for the times they made you laugh and the memories that you'll always remember for the rest of your life. Because those memories are what make you a better person, the things that get you through a bad day. These are some of the things the special people in my life do.

For me, its mainly my family and some close friends. Mom and Dad, they've been my pillar of support for my entire life. Even though i didnt always appreciate what they did for me. But since a certain incident, iv grown so much closer to my parents and am totally comfortable to tell them everything thats in my head. The old saying is true, out of a disaster, theres always some good that comes out of it. My brothers, marcus and martin, sure they can be pains in the butts at times but regardless of that fact; their love is true and i'll love them no matter what. Sure, we had our fair share of fights and agruments but tell me are there ever siblings who see completely eye to eye? I think not. Out of our downs, they help me build endurance and tolerence against people that would cause me problems later. They were my first bestfriends too. Who could as for better siblings. If there were ever better parents and siblings, I wouldnt want to even know about them because to me and in my eyes, my family is already perfect!

Now coming to friends, how could i ever live without those people i am so blessed to know. Kate, Sammy and Shealin are some just to name a few. In all honesty, its always been hard for me to make friends. Much less best friends or close friends. But these people (and more) have made it so easy for me to open up and just love them. Theres no way i can go back to being all by my lonesome now that i know what its like to have true friends. Friends that will stick by you no matter what happens to you or what people say about you. Friends who will tell you what they really think about what you've been saying for the past couple of hours instead of beating around the bush cause they dont wanna "hurt" you. They'll tell you the truth because they know you need to hear it, even if the truth hurts. Now thats what i call true friends. And the true friends i have, im greatful for them. Thank you guys. I hope you know who you are.

What would our worlds be like if we didnt have friends and family? I'll tell what the world would be like. A total and complete failure. The world has evolved and been canggih-fied because of alliances and friendships. The world is for unity.

What do you guys think? Is friendship and family important to you?

You know I love ya!

xoxoxoxoxoxo,xoxoxo

It's been a while..

I know, I know... Iv been neglecting my dear ol' blog for quite some time but Iv been really busy ok... Sorry people..

Anyways, I gotta get ready for my exams tomorrow. I'll properly update my blog after my exams k. Scouts honour :P

Take care people!!

To Nick:

Happy Official 16th Birthday Nick!!!

Haha its so funny cause I just wished you about one and a half hours ago..

Anyways Nick the party was great. Company was da bomb. Food was delish as usual!!

Ok now for the wishes and stuff:

First of, I wanna thank you so much for coming into my life( all cause of kate ). You've made such an impact in my life just by being who you are. I've seen you go through some bad times but Im glad you've come out of it better and stronger with God there beside you guiding you through it.

I dont know if Iv been the best of friends to you but whenever you're in a jam, you can be assured that Ill be there for you.

I hope that in the coming years you'll learns things than will keep you grounded morally and mentally strong. You're a great guy and Im pround of you.

Oook Im gonna stop now :p Enjoy you day to the fullest ya!!

Your friend,

Marshy marsh :)