PISS OFF

bruises visit me again. My heart. My hands.

Sunrise Comes Too Soon

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?

Let It Rock - Kevin Rudolf ft Lil' Wayne
(Whenever I'm not caught in my emo spell that is. Haha)

2. HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?

One Heartbeat at a Time - Steve Curtis Chapman
(How appropriate is that (x )

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?

On The Way Down - Ryan Cabrera
(Hmm not doesn't that tell you something about me)

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?

Crank It Up - Ashley Tisdale
(I'm high today :D :D HARRY POTTTTEEEEERRR FTW!)

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?

Hornz - 3OH!3
(Huuuh?)

6. WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?

Don't Phunk With My Heart - Black Eyed Peas
(I'd definitely have to agree with this)

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?

Truly Madly Deeply - Savage Garden
(I drive you guys crazy sometimes, but you still love me <3 )

8. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?

Hott - 3OH!3
(Now isn't that an interesting perception)

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?

Story of the Girl - 3 Doors Down
(girl-girl action.... Naah not my thing)

10. WHAT IS 2 + 2?

Wait For You - Elliot Yamin
(Sorry, math was never my strong suit)

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?

If No One Will Listen - Kelly Clarkson
(ILY!)

12. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?

Starstrukk - 3OH!3
(Welcome to the life of Marcia (; )

13. WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?

American Sweethearts - Fall Out Boys
(YES YES! Everyone wants a piece of that luuurve)

14. WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?

Lets Take Our Time - Ryan Cabrera
(Mhmmm AMEN!)

15. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?

Mercy - Glee Cast
(This would be "one of" but not THE song)

16. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?

 When You Believe - Mariah Carey & Whitney Housten
(I love this song. I would request for this to be my last song)

17. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?

Seemingly Sleepy - Late Night Alumni
(sleep is the sex)

18. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?

It's Not My Time - 3 Doors Down
(I don't wanna die. At least, not yet)

19. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?

You Alone - Planetshakers
(My little secret)

20. WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?

 It's My Life/Confessions - Glee Cast
(HAVE FUN and NOT CAAAAARE about them stressful assignments and stuff)

21. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?

Long Shot - Kelly Clarkson
(Long term friends are hard to come by. I'll cherish mine dearly)

22. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?

Sunrise Comes Too Soon - Late Night Alumni
(And just like that, it's over. Kinda like everything else in our lives)

All in all, I think the answers are preeetty accurate actually :)

attraction

The LAW OF ATTRACTION

could very well be a very true and working thing.

And if so, I don't think it is bound by distance. And I'm talking about long distance; distance across oceans. Though I haven't gotten a change to truly test this theory. My recent experience could be a "mere puff" (that's a legal term for something that's over exaggerated).

When my mom was away in Barcelonaaaa, I was thinking of getting a leather jacket I'd seen in MNG quite some time back AND leather boots to go with. Just because I love those sorta things ;D I just wanted to wait for her return to discuss if it would be a good move to get them, with my own hard earned money of course.

Turns out. HEHEHE this is where it gets interesting :D :D Mom got me exactly those two things when she was on her trip. I totally love them! It's almost exactly what I would have chosen for myself.

Genuine Black biker-chick Leather Jacket

&

Hot Brown ankle-high Leather Boots

I'll post pictures of them when I'm not too lazy to get them. Hehe right now, I just wanna savor the moment.

Ciao.

It takes a cunning mind to tell a lie

but

inner strength to tell the truth.

tornado

I've always dreamed of being a world-changer.

Making an IMPACT.

I don't mean in a world renowned way like Jamie Oliver or Micheal Jackson.

To change someone's world is more than enough for me.

To know my knowledge, experiences, personality and actions can affect one to such a degree.

That would make life worth living for me.

Crazy as it sounds.

Now I'm wondering:

Was that too big a dream?

Though my dream remains the same, I find myself steering off course.

Away from the path that leads me to my goal.

Changing into a wilder, confused being.

With that, I fear I will fail and subsequently disappoint.

I've always fear that. Disappointment.

How did I get to this point?

What decisions lead me to who I am today?

It appears to me that I have made more wrongs than rights.

Is it too late for salvation? It just might be..

A knot at the pit of my stomach tells me so.

I'm in desperate need of a clean slate.

Though I know the dirt won't ever be all gone.

Tears fall.

Heart aches.

Isolated touch.

Hollow emotions.

Depressed thoughts.

Unedited words.

Emptiness.

Blank.